Flyleaf

Christmas Song

A frightened virgin teenage girl Receives a message that defies the laws of this world All she can do is weep and nod She's to bring into this world the Son of God God's angels sound their trumpets And blow their horns Tonight the long awaited savior is to be born The goodness bound by Satan it has been torn With this baby's precious brow ready for thorns A star appears fufilling ancient prophecy There's an ounce of fear as wise men follow faithfully The Virgin Mary brings forth the human savior And this future king sleeps soundly in the manger Soundly in the manger God's angels sound their trumpets

So I Thought

All your twisted thoughts free flow To everlasting memories Show soul Kiss the stars with me And dread the wait for Stupid calls returning to us to life We say to those who are in love It can't be true 'cause we're too young I know that's true because so long I was So in love with you So I thought A year goes by And I can't talk about it On my knees Dim lighted room Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this I'm not faithless Just paranoid of getting lost so that I might lose Ignorance is bliss, cherish it Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much too old Believe it not And fight the tears With pretty smiles and lies about the times A year goes by And I can't talk about it The times weren't right And I couldn't talk about it Chorus romance says goodnight Close your eyes and I'll close mine Remember you, remember me Hurt the first, the last, between

Fire Fire

Almost stopped we made it home, But we don't know this place at all, That's enough now cry your tearsIt's been a long 11 years Fire, Fire Fire! Fire from the tongues of liars, You're ashamed of where you're from, Crying cause your father's drunkWe can't die because we're young Fire, Fire Fire! Fire from the tongues of liars, Fire, Fire Fire! Fire from the tongues of liars You're ashamed of what you've done, Crying 'cause your father's wrong

Amy Says

Amy says she's all alone Says the world doesn't even know About the pain she hides inside Says happiness is just a lie Smell the roses throw them down Just whisper, don't make a sound Don't want the world to know the truth You've been broken and abused...by you And Amy says I see her laughing at the rain that hits her face With her arms stretched open soaking in the love In a world she found so hard she finds so beautiful There's a hope in you deep inside for me The colors of her mind Bleed into each other And as the morning melts the night And the stars enchant another

Cage On The Ground

Another dreamer steps on to the stage He sings his hope and his fear and his rage As the applause from the crowd starts to fade He hears them swallow the key to his cage Welcome to the machineIt's a currency generator And then it's a guillotine A mirror held up to your own behavior I'm gonna take my bow And disappear into the soundI'm leaving my cage on the ground When I take my bowI want you to come to the ground See my feet falling down from the clouds The dreamer dances inside of his cage All his music and words are the same But in the moment he exits the stage

Beautiful Bride

Beautified diversity Functioning as one body Every part encouraged by the other No one independent of another You're irreplaceable Indespensable, You're incredible You're incredible Beautiful bride Body of Christ One flesh abiding Strong and unifying Fighting ends in forgiveness Unite and fight all division Beautiful bride Strengthen your arms now Train your fingers for battle Urgency's here now Train your fingers for battle Fighting this violence With your feet wrapped in peace Sad tears and silence Now screams of joy Victory Beautiful bride Body of Christ One flesh abiding Strong and unifying Fighting ends in forgiveness Unite and fight all division Beautiful bride

Chasm

Break up already wake up now walk away take it all back now Don't be quick to lick the scab off your spitting in his face with the rest of them Break up already wake up now walk away take it all back now Don't be quick to lick the scab off your spitting in his face with the rest of them Please give me something I'm so thirsty, I'm so thirsty Oh please, let me warn them, Don't you come here, don't bring anyone here

Break Your Knees

Breaks your knees and leaves you so The sun can burn you up and wear you out It's an angry summer There's no room to smile When the face you make just before you cry Looks so young like a child The sun will set on this my dear Your labors aren't in vain You're blistered and you're burned from it Your wounds are gonna heal Life on earth will end for all conceived And prove to be only a breath, A mist, a womb for what's to come How soon forever arrives The sun will set on this my dear Your labors aren't in vain You're blistered and you're burned from it Your wounds are gonna heal Steadfast my love The end is near Just keep your eyes ahead Grab hold of me I'll help you there You're never on your own You're never all alone Life on earth will end for all conceived And prove to be only a breathe

Stand

Breathe on these bones Breathe on these bones Breathe on these bones You find there's no need to hideThe time has come to stand and fight To save the world and save that girl from enemies unseen Our hands will bleed for children unborn The morning's come and rumours areThe hope that lasts is within our graspIf we muster up the strength to grab it Stand and face the world with open hands and tearsIn this tired body spirit perseveres Remembering these wounds will heal You are not alone in this We will look ahead at the dreams that were laidIn our hearts and we can begin again Stand and face the world with open hands and tears

Treasure

Can I tell you a story as we dance while the sun starts to bleed Song of songs love is calling daughter wake up from your sleep Refined I'll become the most dazzling precious treasure I'll be treasured over all the earth Bearing the gift of a new heart Patience ablaze I'm slowly burning Refined ill become the most dazzling precious treasure Ill be treasured over all the earth I am in awe and in shock I'm in love and given away

Circle

Circle encircles the earth Chance and choice break his heart His innocent arm moves to save me and I am spared His beautiful arm is bloody and cut off His heart ripped out to show me he loved But I would not believe him He did all that he could I still would not believe him I left his arms empty and tied Out stretched for me until he died I left his arms empty and tied Outstretched for me until he died No man shows greater love

Set Apart This Dream

Close your eyes little girl You're a princess now You own this world Twirling in your twirly dress You're the loveliest far above the rest You build your castles in the skies Stars reflecting off your eyes And angels sing on silver clouds And no one cries screams or shouts' Ooohh set apart this dream Set apart this dream for me Set apart this dream For me Close your eyes pretty girl cause its easier when you brace yourself Set your thoughts on a world far off Where we only cry from joy

Dear My Closest Friend

Dear, my closest friend I'm writing because I miss you so much At night, I'd always cry The stillness still reminds me of When we first fell in love And I miss that so much Dear, my closest friend Dear, my closest friend I remember when You asked me to stay And I just walked away I apologize And then my letter sent I lost that moment

Bury Your Heart

Gold, gold, bones, bones Under platinum headstones Gold, gold, bones, bones Under platinum headstones You're so cold as you sit there alone Selling your bright ideas And paying someone to answer your phone So this is life, come home tonight To kids and wife After a day of twisting the knife Till you get yours There's blood on the tracks again By what you're selling them You know it breaks my heartIt breaks my heartI hate to see you drown in a sea of bills Where did you bury all that Precious, precious gold Gold, gold, bones, bones Under platinum headstones Gold, gold, bones, bones Under platinum headstones You build empires, airplanes And smog carted smires Up to the last blank page When the wildfires rage on the hills There's blood on the tracks again

Great Love

Great love setting the world on fire I am in awe of who You are And it's Your love I'm living for Can't you feel I'm drawing near The place that broke your heart Cut up and scarred The dawn is breaking My body's shaking Oh, the secret memories you keep Ignoring the soul that you can sleep I'm facing what you won't tonight The dawn is breaking My body's shaking Great love setting the world on fire I am in awe of who You are And it's Your love I'm living for Great love filling me up inside You are the one I'm looking for And I am Yours forevermore There I was awaiting death for you And all I did was love you too

Stay

Green light, 7-Eleven You stop in for a pack of cigarettes You don't smoke, don't even want to Hey now, check your change Dressed up like a car crash Your wheels are turning but you're upside down You say when he hits you, you don't mind Because when he hurts you, you feel alive Oh no, is that what it is? Red lights, gray morning You stumble out of a hole in the ground A vampire or a victim It depends on who's around You used to stay in to watch the adverts You could lip sync to the talk shows And if you look, you look through me And when you talk, you talk at me And when I touch you, you don't feel a thing If I could stay then the night would give you up Stay, and the day would keep its trust

This Close

Had a dream that we were dead, but we pretended that we still lived. With no regrets we never bled and we took everything life could give And came up broken empty handed in the end In the hearts of the blind, something you'll never find is a vision of light With the voice of the dead, I'm screaming I don't know who I am anymore Not once in life have I been real but I never felt this close before I've been looking in your window I've been dressing in your clothes I've been walking dead, watching you, long enough to know I can't go on. Had a dream that fire fell from an opening in the sky Someone warned me of this hell, and I spit in his naive eye And left him crying for my soul he said would die. In the hearts of the blind something you'll never find is a vision of light

Swept Away

Help help help Out out out out out out out now now now now now The evil fell from your pretty mouth wrapped in your classic voice Angelic in your syntax, demonic in your motive your eyes don't know That the water flowing from this well isn't fresh Demolish all that sets you up against your rising up Confessing all that's broken and watch the healing come Spread out your open hands Admit you've held them shut Turn all the way around Be swept away by this. Time for surrender Spread out your open hands And He will raise you up Confessing all that's broken And watch the healing come Spread out your open hands Admit you've held them shut Be swept away by this Your clothes are smooth and spotless The air is putrid sewage downwind of your pressed church clothes Your eyes are black and empty Your deeds are just for showing how big and bright your fake smile glows I see you moving and their getting scared

Supernateral

Her headaches constant, increasing in pain with each passing day. She can't even manage to stand on her own it's gotten so bad. You think in saying there's no use in praying but still she bows her head so she can say thank you for just one more day. Supernatural patience graces her face and her voice never raises all because, of a love, never let go of. Never let go of... He has every reason to throw up his fists in the face of his God who let his mother die. Through all the prayers and tears, she still passed in pain anyway. You think in saying there's no use in praying but still he bows his head so he can say thank you for ending her pain.

Red Sam

Here I stand Empty hands Wishing my wrists were bleeding To stop the pain from the beatings and There you stood Holding me Waiting for me to notice you But who are you You are the truth (you are the truth) Outscreaming these lies You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life The warmth of your embrace Melts my frostbitten spirit You speak the truth and I hear it The words are I love you And I have to believe in you But who are you You are the truth (you are the truth) Outscreaming these lies You are the truth (you are the truth) Saving my life

Call You Out

How can you act like you know? When you know it's a lie, another truth to expose Freedom will catch up and rise We find this truth, we fight, you lose Your time's up now, that's enough now Shut up, get out, Truth called you outI know this language of yours I used to speak it so well A fire meant to be pure is not the fire of hellIt is written

Penholder

I feel your eyes crawling over me as though I am something more than me but I dont have anything good enough to say I did not make myself this way I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day I dont deserve this this time right now it's not something for which I can take the bow I dont deserve this it wasnt me I cant take glory by somethig that I cant be I dont deserve this I know what perfection is like I can not stand before it's might and i'm so far from what you think that I must be I just drown myself in mercy I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day

Enemy

I have made you an enemy I have been my own enemy I am asking for you to forgive me For everything If you don't You're worthy of compassion If you do You're a better man than I am If you don't know, you're my family Enemy I'm sorry Oh, enemy, family

Believe In Dreams

I know Days will come and go Maybe I'll grow old But I will die For now Is it worth it to be sad If it's harder to be glad To be alive But the trouble I have caused I wonder Where do I belong Is it here Believe in dreams You love so much Let the passion of your heart Make them real And tell All the ones you love Anything and everything you feel Laugh about the past And secretly Wish we could go back

Again

I love the way that your heart breaks With every injustice and deadly fate Praying it all will be new And living like it all depends on you oh oh oh Here you are down on your knees again Trying to find air to breath again And only surrender will help you now I love you, please see and believe again I love that you're never satisfied With face value wisdom and happy lies You take what they say and go back and cry You're so close to me that you nearly died Here you are down on your knees again Trying to find air to breath again And only surrender will help you now I love you, please see and believe again

Missing

I saw the queen Swam out below her star on sea beneath Though I lifted up my hands to her She never lifted me Oh something's missing in me I felt it deep within me As lovers left me to bleed alone Found something sweet On the island with daughters of eve But through thick and thin they've gone away and only left their grief Oh, something's missing in me I felt it deep within me As lovers left me to bleed alone Oh, something's missing in me

Something I Can Never Have

I still recall the taste of your tears Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore Scraping through my head til i don't want to sleep anymore You make this all go away You make this all go away I just want something I just want something i can never have You were always the one to show me how Back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now This thing is slowly taking me apart Grey would be the color if i had a heart Come on tell me You make this all go away You make this all go away I'm down to just one thing And i'm starting to scare myself

Eyes To See

I want you to know that I see All the reasons why you fail I've seen all your motivations Ones for good and ones for hell When you close your eyes to see The truth that's inside me May you hold your breath to breathe Your empty reality If you had eyes to see Down inside your stomach Then you would understand What I mean Who I am Who I am I was pouring out of passion To light the step you're on You choose not to hear or waken

I'M So Sick

I will break into your thoughts With what's written on my heart I will break, break I'm so sick, Infected with where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, Selfishness I'm so sick I'm so sick If you want more of this We can push out, sell out, die out So you'll shut up And stay sleeping With my screaming in your itching ears I'm so sick, Infected with where I live Let me live without this Empty bliss, Selfishness

Okay

I won't be satisfied with okay And I can't be okay with alright So point me to the edge of life I'll stand up on my toes Stretch my fingers out to there and bring it back here It's too important for us to forget We'll unify our thoughts God will hear and save God will hear and save us

Who Am I

I'm so glad to be here This day has become sacred I'm trembling with thankfulness For all of this Who am I Who am I That you have brought me This far, this far Who am I that you have brought me so far All those years of spoiled complaining I said its not enough And you have forgiven me for everything Everything And you have given me everything Oh its too much, its too much You're too much, you're too much

I'M Sorry

I'm sorry I don't mean to remember It's true that I dream less often I'm not ashamed Of that long December Your hand's coming down again I close my eyes and brace myself I only noticed your face No matter what you're gonna build my shell No matter what you're gonna build my shell I'm falling (falling) I'm shedding my skin (my skin) But it's not time I'm told I am aware (am aware) Of what you mean by then

In The Dark

I've written songs in the dark I've felt inspired in the dark I hide myself in the dark Used to be afraid of the dark Those in the light know we die in the dark There's only artificial light My flaws hide well here I used to be afraid of cluttered noises Now I'm afraid of silence Fill this space Idle words I'm scared to death of light and silence Jesus heal me inside this Raise me up to live again Like you did, like you did Now I am mute despite myself All of them are gone

The Kind

Its like being in love you rob your own mind and defile your bed You ignore the fate of the players who both end up dead And you pretend for us and you pretend for them This fairytale will make them jealous of you But its not the kind, the kind you talked about And its just the kind that rips the clothing off your mind She is feeding you and you lie with her And for the first time your right arm becomes useful As you sin with it you wanna cut it off, but instead you thank god for all of the wrong you do. And its not the kind, the kind you talked about And its just the kind that rips the clothing off your mind And She is feeding you and you lie with her And for the first time your right arm becomes useful

Uncle Bobby

Knowledge came and devastated Pressure building behind her eyes Breathing buried under the weight Will she, has she died also this day Her death has been swallowed up by life This dead will rise Dying to death and raising to life The moment we became alive death was waiting, chasing And all of us fell and kept breathing One day, today A sprits alive, a body has died And death has been swallowed up by life This death will rise Dying to death and raising to life With mournful joy she finally lets out her cry

Guilty

Lewis said there plainly seems to be Moral standards in humanity And this all makes perfect sense to me Except we can't keep them can we We are all guilty Not being all we should be Look at your own self and see His voice cut through the war in my head Screaming something I could understand And somehow we knew me when He said Is there anyone who's desperate For anything more than this

Green Heart

Must cross, destroy, all that you've built Thieves, break in and steal your green heart My red heart, turns white as snow Every new dawn yours could would you know All you own is gonna burn Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Let's lose it all; buy something beautiful What next will you sell? Peace while you sleep Small green heart Engraved on a dollar bill

All Around Me

My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing

Sleepwalker & Whispering Fingertips

My spirit is willing but my flesh is weak My eyelids grow heavy and I might just fall asleep Walking around in my sleep Running into walls I cannot see Falling and scraping up my face Ignoring the softest spoken grace How many times will I go and take the bait Only for this hook to rip right through my face How can I love you back? What can I do to show you? His piercing eyes meet mine Please simply stay awake. Talk to me and I'll hear you Don't fall asleep this time Gotta stay awake, gotta stay awake Don't you see me reaching for you? I swear I really do love you. How can I love you back? What can I do to show you? His piercing eyes meet mine His piercing eyes meet mine Please simply stay awake. Talk to me and I'll hear you Don't fall asleep this time Gotta stay awake, gotta stay awake

Freedom

Oh, freedomThis is for your freedom Oh, freedomThis is for your freedom Til the road unwinds from the earth And the world begins in reverse Feel the peace glowing so bright in my skull As you wrap around blankets of words Wrap around blankets of words Oh, freedomThis is for your freedom Oh, freedomThis is for your freedom Bleeding dry the promise of worth Knowing you were meant for this thirst Drink it in slowly while life puts a heart in you

Saving Grace

Pleading cause we prayed for peace tonight Bleeding cause you knew the fight was right Take my hand, we're almost home We can see the fire glow Save me graceI'm sick of saving face Will you hold me close? You're all I want to know Anymore Wake me up with patience I don't know Call me by a name that I love Take my hand, we're almost home We can see the fire glow Save me grace I'm sick of saving face Will you hold me

Have We Lost

Please, don't tell me anymore, There's a weight in your eyes, and it weighs on my heart, Where have the children gone? We were innocent once...that was so long ago Have we lost our way back home? We have made mistakes I know, I know, Don't tell me of better days, There's a memory I have, it could be something I read, Of laughter and cheap guitars, In a house full of friends, it could have been one of ours, They stayed up late and loved the stars

Light In Your Eyes

Pour the wine, light revives Lowering walls that divide Kings and queens yearn to seek Love in all its mystery When all we wanted was love We got cut up and burned But there's a light in your eyes And it tells me that God is on our side The waning moon, your sweet perfume Incense for the holy ones Secret hymns pour from your lips Healing for this broken soul We'd drive late and let the music tell our fate For me this is heaven, drown our fears And we may age, if we do not die today Until then we'll let this music be our prayers

Do You Hear What I Hear

Said the night wind to the little lamb Do you see what I see Way up in the sky, little lamb Do you see what I see A star, a star, dancing in the night With a tail as big as a kite With a tail as big as a kite Said the little lamb to the shepherd boy Do you hear what I hear Ringing through the sky, shepherd boy Do you hear what I hear A song, a song, high above the trees With a voice as big as the sea With a voice as big as the sea Said the shepherd boy to the mighty king

Perfect

Sick of circling the same road Sick of bearing the guilt So open the windows to cool off And heat pours in instead Perfect in weakness I'm only perfect in just your strength alone All my efforts to clean me Leave me putrid and filthy And how can you look at me When I can't stand myself I'm tired to be honest I'm nobody

Ocean Waves

So many wasted days Come and go like ocean waves It hits me like a freight train And now I can't get off my face How could I have been so polite to simply let them die Who am I to spread my fingers after God has filled my hands Watching the moments slip through like desert sand Respect her ignorance Just in case she takes offense The darkness that's killing her Well that is just not my concern

New Horizons

So you're tired but you're alive So open up your eyes and You can get your sleep when you are dead Kill the clock inside your head Bring your normal seas to the edge and watch it drown in new horizons New horizons You said I'd only have to wait until I die but that's in no time. How did we come to thinking this was funny? Jeering and laughing at the dying, While we're riding the light in You. Wait, you said I'd only have to wait until I die, new horizons. There is no such thing as time inside this moment, no sun rising (summarizing?) Wait until I die, new horizons. Wait until I die, new horizons. Sin with a conquest, lifeless. Sin with a new quest Here's a voice for the voiceless,

There For You

Sometimes I'm a selfish fake You're always a true friend And I don't deserve you 'Cause I'm not there for you Please forgive me again ... I wanna be there for you Someone you can come to Runs deeper than my bones I wanna be there for you I wanna be there for you Swirling shades of blue Slow dancing in your eyes Sun kisses the earth And I hush my urge to cry 'Cause I hear the whispered words Within your masterpiece beautiful You speak the unspeakable through I love you too

Sorrow

Sometimes life seems too quiet Into paralyzing silence Like the moonless dark Meant to make me strong Familiar breath of my old lies Changed the color in my eyes Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by Sorrow lasts through this night I'll take this piece of you And hold for all eternity For just one second I felt whole As you flew right through me Left alone with only reflections of the memory To face the ugly girl That's smothering me Sitting closer than my pain He knew each tear before it came Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Fully Alive

Telling Layla's story spoken 'Bout how all her bones are broken Hammers fall on all the pieces Two months in the cover creases Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive And she knows how to belive in futures All my complaints shrink to nothing I'm ashamed of all my somethings She's glad for one day of comfort Only because she has suffered Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive And she knows how to believe in futures Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive And she knows how to believe in futures

Broken Wings

Thank you for being such a friend to me Oh I pray a friend for life Until they ever told you how much you mean to me Oh you mean so much to me I'm thinking all the time How to tell you what I feel Contemplating phrases I'm gazing at eternity I am floating in serenity And I am so lost for words And I am so overwhelmed

Bitter Sweet

The depth of my soul in the depth of your voice With words I've tried to find since I have been alive This whole world stopped when you spoke Your grieving stabs me, I've lost you too Just hearing your love is never enough Bittersweet embrace Fit or run in place Don't leave me so thirsty Or else hush this hurry Weight on me Weighs more than me So wait with me and we'll stop crying The pent up flood gates maintained in your tone Though its all we can give, it isn't where we live Through dim reflection we know The depth of my soul in the depth of your voice With words I've tried to find since I have been alive

Cassie

The question asked in order To save her life or take it The answer no to avoid death The answer yes would make it. Make it Do you believe in God? Written on the bullet Say yes to pull the trigger Do you belive in God? Written on the bullet And Cassie pulled the trigger. All heads are bowed in silence To remember her last sentence She answered him knowing what would happen Her last words still hanging in the air In the air Do you believe in God? Written on the bullet

Tina

Tina's eyes are clear chrysolite How can we not notice her Now they only stare at her burns Her small voice so full of honesty Take care of my loves I can't hold on Keep me alive while I die They can't not notice her sickness Like their own dung sprayed with perfume They try not to hear her speaking But they can't hear anything else Take care of my loves I can't hold on Keep me alive while I die

Tiny Heart

Tiny heart Stuck inside yourself When will you open up for me I love you so And want to meet you again Before one of us must go Your lips touched every hand but mine In their shadows you slept fine When will you get back to me So we can rest Tiny heart You're not by yourself When will you recognize the beat Of my own heart Making your blood flow So that your chest can rise and fall Your lips touched every hand but mine In their shadows you slept fine When will you get back to me So we can rest

Justice And Mercy

We can't be oblivious We are not ignorant Blood in our hearts Blood on our hands We're human, we reason, we're breathing, protecting The living and dying, surviving, we're trying To breathe in safety Come home safely Mercy screams it's violent love Justice and mercy Justice and mercy The depth of us created for Justice and mercy Justice and mercy This is where they kiss Life he sacrificed Someone who paid the price Blood in our hearts Blood on our hands We're crying, we're fighting, it's warfare, we're dying Believing we're winning, it's ending, we're singing

Arise

We will make it out alive There's a note in the pages of the book So Sleep tonight, We'll sleep dreamlessly this time When we awake we'll know that everything's alright And sing to me about the end of the world End of these hammers and needles for you Hold on to the world we all remember fighting for, There's still strength left in us yet Hold on to the world we all remember dying for, There's still hope left in it yet The snow on your face, and your razor blades The twilight is bruised and there you lie And sing to me, about the end of the world End of these hammers and needles for you

What's This?

What's this? What's this? There's color everywhere What's this? There's white things in the air What's this? I can't believe my eyes I must be dreaming Wake up, Jack, this isn't fair What's this? What's this? What's this? There's something very wrong What's this? There's people singing songs What's this? The streets are lined with Little children laughing Everybody seems so happy Have I possibly gone daffy? What is this? There's children throwing snowballs Instead of throwing heads They're busy building toys And absolutely no one's dead There's frost on every window Oh, I can't believe my eyes And in my bones I feel the warmth That's coming from inside Oh, look What's this? They're hanging mistletoe, they kiss Why that looks so unique, inspired They're gathering around to hear a story Roasting chestnuts on a fire What's this? What's this? In here they've got a little tree, how queer And who would ever think

Much Like Falling

When I said good morning I was lying I was truly thinking of How I might quit waking up He pointed out how selfish It would be to kill myself So I keep waking up It feels so much like falling Dying while I wait to die The fear of something or nothing Lonely empty lie I don't want to be here, lying I don't want to be selfish anymore

Life

You can not fully live without Knowing what you're here for right now You're not here by accident Life lives If you don't know the way and you're lost This truth will bridge the gap and carry you across You're not here by accident Life lives You're not here by accident Life lives

Breathe Today

You can only move as fast as Who's in front of you And if you assume Just like them What good will it do So find out for yourself So your ignorance Will stop bleeding through You can breathe today So many lies swirling All around you You're suffocating The empty shape in you Steals your breath You're suffocating Logic forces me to believe in this And I have learned to see And I can only say what I've seen and heard And only you can choose And every choice you make will effect you Search your own self You can breathe today So many lies swirling All around you You're suffocating

My Will To Die

this is my will to die to end this sorry mess up life to end the misery of me thats the way it needs to be it needs to end now i don't even care how i need to leave this place i won't leave in peace this is my will to die its going to happen tonight don't want to die tomorrow want to end all of my sorrows no longer want to be alive this is my will to die