Know my name
What headline did The fountain hopper run after finding out about the rejected quotes?
"The final **** you to Brock Turner's victim"
How much did Brock's side pay Dr. Fromme (blackout expert)?
$10,000
How much money was Stanford offering?
$150000
What was the maximum prison time Brock's felonies added up to?
14 years
How much time wouldn't d the narrator have to get to the courtroom to hear the verdict once notified?
15 minutes
How many gymnasts faced Larry Nassar?
169
How long was the appeal brief?
172
When was the last time a judge was recalled?
1932
How long did the narrator think Brock would get?
2 years
How was Emily Doe honored in Glamour?
2016 woman of the year
On June 16
2017, what verdict did the jury return with for Philando Castile?, Not guilty
What happened in August
2018?, Brock's appeal was denied
Wha happened September 23
2018?, The candlelight vigil for Christine Ford
What happened June 5
2018?,THE JUDGE WAS RECALLED
How old was the narrator when she signed her first book contract?
24
How many pages was the first draft of what she wrote?
28
How long does she think she must have spent in the shower?
45 minutes
What percentage of the vote would they need?
50%
How many signatures did they need in Santa Clara County to get the recall on the ballot?
58,634
How many dogs did they foster over the year?
6
How much time was Brock ordered to serve?
6 months
How much prison time did the DA recommend?
6 years
How many pages were about the author being intoxicated?
60
What does the narrator eat before she goes to the courthouse to testify
A bagel
How did the narrator feel about what Lucas wrote?
A little mortified, mostly touched
How did the narrator view what she had written about Stanford?
A love letter
How much time did she leave the judge to read it?
A week
What is a better word than the judge's expressed in terms of what a woman need?
Acknowledgment
Who did the narrator ask for guidance?
Anne Lamott
What is stomach cramping a sign of?
Anxiety
Why does the author write the text?
As an attempt to transform the hurt inside to confront a past and find a way to live and incorporate these memories; she wants to leave them behind to move forward
Where did the narrator's parents meet?
At a new year's party
What mistake did the defense attorney
Attacking her sister
What does she draw as an omen of protection?
Bicycles
Who does the narrator address for the majority of the statement?
Brock Turner
What did Brock's defense attorney tell Alaleh?
Brock had misdemeanor for disturbing peace
What is ironic about the sign "People of the State of CA vs. Brock Allen Turner" taped to the courtroom door
Brock is the one who has people with him, but he was supposedly up against a large state. Instead, Chanel felt outnumbered even though the whole state was supposed to be on her side.
Who begins wailing in the courtroom?
Brock's mother
How did the narrator celebrate?
Buying Oreos and soaking them in a bowl of milk
How did the narrator survive?
By remaining soft, and protecting the truth.
What personal information was written in the Mercury News
Chanel Doe (Her first name)
What conclusion did the Probation Officer draw?
Chanel only cared about treatment, not incarceration, and wanted a lenient sentence for Brock (no more than a year)
When was the first time the narrator began wearing dresses?
College
What did Chanel want to title her proposed art icee for the center of campus?
Construction
Who should she look at if she gets nervous?
Court reporter
What response did her boss have to being told what has happened to the author?
Cried
What advice does the narrator give young men worried about their reputation?
Don't rape
What does a white token mean in yoga class?
Don't touch
Where does Brock look when the author answers questions regarding the interest in hooking up with anyone?
Down
What does the author do when she is upset?
Draws
What did the judge give Brock that would never be extended to the narrator?
Empathy
Where did they go for Lucas's graduation dinner?
Fogo de Chao
What does the narrator hope for in twenty years?
For the grueling aftermath of victimhood will feel foreign"
What does she do to combat her swollen eyelids?
Freeze spoons over her eyes and Ice bag in a car
What does her mother tell her to do?
Good and Bad things come from the universe holding hands. Wait for the good to come
What is wrong with saying Seven in terms of the victims?
Grouping them; they're all individuals with their own lives
Who is Big B?
Guy who plays chess at the park
How does the narrator fill the days her boyfriend leaves for his rugby tournament?
Haircut, nails, and eyebrows done
What does Alaleh say Brock gets to do
He gets to write the script
How did Brock use his attorney as a scapegoat?
He said he didn't mean to victimize her, and that was his attorney's strategy, yet his attorney represents him, thus making it his strategy to attack her.
What freed Brock of moral culpability?
He was drunk
How does Lucas react when the author screams at him before her phone call?
He was scared so he said he would be downstairs
What did Lucas do after every breakdown he witnessed the narrator have
He went on a run
Why doesn't she want the mother in the room while she testifies?
Her focus would shift to protecting her mother
What topic always makes the narrator smile no matter what
Her sister
Who quoted the narrator in their concession speech?
Hillary Clinton
Why didn't the narrator's grandfather go to China?
His Chinese name was misspelled by a single letter
Who did Alaleh tell the narrator would be on Brock's side of the courtroom during the trial?
His Grandma, parents
What did Judge Aquilina make the narrator question?
How short a time limit she was given for her statement.
What surprised the narrator about what her sister wrote?
How strong her words were
What did taking this class allow the author to teach herself?
How to ask for help
What did the narrator write in her notebook over and over?
I am worth more than 3 months
What does Lucas tell the narrator after her show?
I didn't recognize you up there
What did the letter from Joe Biden say?
I see you
What struck the author as strange about the importance placed on her being in a relationship?
Implied that if she wasn't in a relationship, she would be blamed
How did she meet Lucas
In a bar when a wedding party came in
Where did Brock sit during the sentencing in relation to the narrator?
In front of her (with his back to her)
Where did she go instead?
In n Out
What did Jennifer J. Freyd coin Stanford's congratulatory and defensive stance as?
Institutional betrayal
What did the sound of Tic Tacs do to the narrator?
It triggered her
What are the two nurses names that make her feel comforted?
Joy and April
What does she wear everyday?
Lucas' black sweater
How did Brock violate the narrator again?
Making up her narrative
What comedian did the narrator meet?
Margaret Cho
What did she want to be when she grew up? Why?
Mascot, so she can dance without ppl seeing who she is
What day of the week did the trial begin?
Monday
What is the name of her new advocate
Myers
What was the catch to Stanford's offer to pay for therapy?
No ligation
How do people respond to Stanford's self preservation over caring about the person?
No shit
Erasure is a form of what?
Oppression
What did Brock's appellate attorney claim had been Brock's intention?
Outercourse
When will her sister testify
Over spring break
Where is her new home?
Rhode Island: West end of Providence
What hospital is she in?
Santa Clara Valley Medical
Where does she wake up after the Fraternity party?
Santa Clara Valley Medical Hospital
What is the difference between sex and sexual assault?
Sex is an exchange while sexual assault is taking/stealing
Why didn't she want to say yes to bowling with her roommate?
She didn't want pity for being left out
Why doesn't she give the victims' names?
She didn't want them to be known only for the attack
When did it become real for the author?
She found out she didn't have her underwear in the bathroom alone
Why does Lucas want her to rent a car?
She gets catcalled aggressively
What does the narrator realize about her body through scuba diving?
She has to treat her body well, "breathe"
How was Judge Aquilina a different captain than the one the narrator had?
She pointed the ship towards the horizon while Chanel's judge sank hers.
What metaphor does she employ to explain how she dealt with the knowledge of what happened?
She put it in jars
How did she find out what had happened to her?
She read about it in a news articles
What about Tiffany's testimony does the defense want to use
She thought that Chanelwould be "ok" and then she left
Why did the author refuse therapy
She told herself she didn't need it
What role did the author play in the school safari play?
She was grass.
Why can't she get angry on the stand?
She will seem like she is hiding something and that she is too aggressive
What about sleeping alone at night caused the narrator to barricade and booby trap the house and remain on the couch?
Sleeping is vulnerable
Why do they need to trim the narrator's bushes under her window?
So attackers couldn't hid in it
What quote was Appleseed looking for the garden plaque?
Something inspiring and hopeful
What does the narrator say to her math and English teacher?
Sorry to math teacher and thank you to English
What did the defense attorney make her feel
Stupid and guilty
What did the narrator call all of the things she hoped to do?
Sugar cube ideas
What instinct do we need to raise in others?
The ability to recognize right from wrong and the clarity of mind to face it.
Who did Julie Ioffe think wrote the victim statement?
The advocate, Michele Dauber
Who does the narrator relate to in her mother's favorite joke about the hungry spider?
The centipede who takes his time putting on his shoes
What worry comes to mind when she finds out how she arrived there?
The cost of the ambulance and the exam
What did the narrator tell Katie J.M. Baker she wanted to add?
The judge ignited a small fire
What does the narrator realize when Athena kisses her on the cheek?
The jury had said yes to another felony
What spot does the narrator get in the comedy show?
The last spot/closing
What is the place to be remembered?
The place the Swedes saved her
Why did she watch Mr. Rogers when she couldn't sleep?
The repetition and familiarity was comforting
What did the Washington Post article claim critics thought of the verdict?
The verdict was too harsh/ black and white
Why does the DA tell her not to get into a flight?
They are rescheduling the court appointment
Rape test kits can be kept for so long that what that what happens to them?
They expire and mold
Why aren't women preferred on juries of rape victims
They would be too determined to not sympathize with victims
What evidence does the defense use to begin his closing statement?
Tiffany wasn't worried about Chanel when leaving her alone
What did the narrator and Lucas call their home in the SF foothills?
Tissue Box
Why did the narrator think Brock's father stood up after the narrator spoke?
To apologize
What did she and high school friend go to while she was wearing a parka
To get tapas
What did the author walk into the middle of the empty street to do?
To scream at a car after it catacalled her
What did she agree to do after the phone call?
To talk to therapist
What did the administration office tell her when she said there was a mistake?
Too late to cancel/transfer her class
What are her mom's primary forms of communication?
Touch and Food
Five months after she read her statement in court what happened?
Trump was elected
What fibers were the same in the gymnasts and the narrator?
Unshakable
What does she call the courthouse waiting room?
Victim Closet
What did the DA ask the narrator to write?
Victim impact statement
Where does Gong Gong go to pick out presents every year?
Walmart
What was the only time Brock cried during the trial?
When his ex gf spoke
What is the question we should be asking rather than "Why didn't she report?"
Why would you?
How does the narrator process the world?
Writing
Where did the narrator go after leaving the courthouse?
Yogurt with friends
What is she holding while talking to the Deputy District Attorney and the advocate from the YWCA?
a green crayon, a scrap of paper
Abandoning "Calm
collected, centered, strong" what does the narrator think instead, Release, release, release
What did her mother do to her sister when she was 6 and her sister was 4?
her mother pulled her out of the water and held her
After seething with anger from reading a rape story
how does the narrator feel?, Want to slice a dick off
At most
how many consecutive days would the narrator sleep alone?, 3
In his story
how many words did the narrator say?, Three yes
As of the one year anniversary of the assault
how much time had the narrator spent testifying in court?, One day
What does she write in her small red notebook
illuminated by her phone?, I feel like I've already won
What happened to Dream?
it got hit by a car and her parents told her after xmas
What does her father do the night after he finds out what happened?
made her lemon pie
What did they name the dog they adopted?
mogu
Who is with her?
police officer and stanford dean
What does SART stand for?
sexual assault response team
What did she do at her job?
she created educational apps for children
Why did she not want to go home?
she needed time to think
What started happening at Gunn high school when she was a student?
students committed suicidal at CalTrain
How does the author spell subpoena?
suhpeena
Who started the Me Too movement
tarana Burke
What do the Craigslist woman and the author know
that the Craigslist man does not?, Danger of interacting with strangers as a woman
How does CA define sexual assault?
the act of sexual intercourse
What does she count in?
tiger
According to Alaleh
what burden does Brock have?, He has the burden of guilt
According to Tiffany
what did it take to make the ambiguous, mean, and victim-blaming comments disappear?, Chanel's voice
On the narrator's 24th birthday and Stanford's graduation
what did students do?, Held signs that said Stanford Protects Rapists
Inspired by the Swedish men who testified
what does the author feel she needs to be able to face her attacker and say?, What the **** are you doing?
Within 24 hours of the incident
what happened?, Brock turner bailed out of jail
According to Michele
what is social change?, A marathon
Though the book does not have a happy ending
what is the happy part?,It was not an ending, she will keep moving.
If the assault is never personal
what is?, The blaming
At the end of the chapter
what parking lot does she pull in to in order to call the Stanford hotline number?, Ikea
Instead of voiced consent
what was provided as evidence as the narrator "liking it"?, She rubbed his back
According to the narrator's mother
what would America be like?,Anxiety
What was the first comment she read about what happened to her?
why was she at a frat party if she wasn't a student
